The holidays are coming to an end and it feels like it has just started.
I finally got a new phone! Used to be a W910 and now it's a W595! I had one at the start of the year, but my dad trashed it (wasn't satisfied with my marks) and I had to use my mom's. The last one was white and red. I really don't like white, but it was bought by my mom. So, I got a black and copper one this time. I thought the pink one looked nice, but pink is sissy. I really won't get used to using pink phone.
The games are awesome, after those lousy games in W910. I especially like playing the Guitar Rock Tour, but I'm really outta practice. I couldn't get through the "Advanced" level of "An Honest Mistake". But it's pretty cool after playing Lumines Block for 5 months!
Btw, I haven't actually started on the holiday homework. All I've done is a 4 assessment books and Jap oral. I'm gonna die!
I got a new Xbox 360 because I was begging to play Halo3 and Fable2. It's awesome, except that it can't load pirated CDs.

GOOD BYE, HOLLYLEAF! HELLO IVYKIT/DOVEKIT! THE TURN IN THE STORY, THE STORY OF THE THREE APPRENTICES JUST BEGUN: JAYFEATHER, LIONBLAZE AND IVYKIT/DOVEKIT WILL SAVE THE FOREST!!! AS FOR BLOOD MURDERER AND TRAITOR, HOLLYLEAF, GODDBYE!!!
I just read Warrior Cats Power of Three: Sunrise. OMGOSH it's incredible!!! What an awesome turn in the story! I did not read Long Shadows and skipped to Sunrise so some of the information, you might already know.
Jayfeather, Hollyleaf and Lionblaze are not really Brambleclaw and Squirrelflight's children, but Leafpool adn Crowfeather's! Actually when you look at it, it's quite obvious. HollyLEAF, JayFEATHER. See what I mean?
Another amazing thing was that, it was Hollyleaf who murdered Ashfur! She went completely insane in Sunrise and she even tried to kill Leafpool with deathberries. See what happens when you depend too much on the warrior code? On top of that, she annouced everything on a gathering: she killed Ashfur, Squirrelflight and Brambleclaw are not her parents, Leafpool and Crowfeather were. Mouse brain!!! How could she? After she said that, Brambleclaw and Squirrelflight hated each other and became sworn enemies. Leafpool was so heart-broken that she thought that dieing was better than living (Hollyleaf let her go, because she want to see her suffer).
She was so shocked that her birth and existence were all against the warrior code, the one thing she swore to follow. She was a half-clan, her mother was a medicine cat. She got so mad that she ran into a tunnel, the tunnel collapsed and she died.
But Jayfeather and Lionblaze lovers (Jayfeather<3<3<3) do not despair!!! These 2 were completely fine!!! Jayfeather was amazing in discovering everything by himself, through a long, hard process!!! Lionblaze was strong enough to defeat Tigerstar in his dream and chase the dreams away FOREVER.
Despair not, for the prophecy continues. Whitewing gives birth to Ivykit and Dovekit. Cloudtail in Firestar's kin and Whitewing is Cloudtail's daughter. Kin of kin, one of the kits are the third apprentice and it is definitely so, since the book says so. One of them will have an ominous dream and have mystical powers that no cat can match, not even Jayfeather. The three apprentices: Not Jayfeather, Lionblaze and Hollyleaf, but Jayfeather, Lionblaze and Ivykit/Dovekit. I didn't like that warrior code slave, Hollyleaf, anyways. But the BramblexSquirrelflight bond has been broken and Leafpool is no longer a medicine cat. The great turn in the story was: Tigerstar was never the threat to Thunderclan, the lies set up in the first place were what torn Thunderclan apart. Hollyleaf was a pest, a vermin, a totally redundant character (:P). THE STORY OF THE THREE APPRENTICES HAS JUST BEGUN!!! Say goodbye to Hollyleaf and say hi to Ivykit/Dovekit! The threat was Hollyleaf, all along. The bloody murderer, the traitor of all secrets, the one who destroyed the bond between Thunderclan warriors HAS BEEN DESTROYED!!!

Haiz....finally a week for me to relax! It's kinda bored actually, without friends around to play with. I wanted to invite Louise over and continue commanding our Miis, but nah... STUPID INJURY-PRONE ME!!! Why do I have to fall so often??? I couldn't sleep the whole BLOODY FREAKING night because it hurt like BLOODY HELL!!! I wish I could just chop my leg off and go get a new one. It's not like the pain is really intense, it's just that it's troublesome. I can't run our do any sports now, least of all swimming. I wanna swim, I wanna race, I wanna rollerblade. I kinda sound like Zann now, HAHAs.
I'm so damn injury-prone. Maybe I should not attend any games or sports anymore. But then again, I'd rather fall ten times a day and die due to blood loss than spent the rest of my life in boredom. I'M TOO RESTLESS FOR THAT!!! The only thing that can keep my still is A-N-I-M-E!!!! But now I finished watching all those NICE NICE ones, and can't find any new ones. I guess I'll just lay on the bed and stare while the day passes.
Thursday got no Third Lang!!! HAHA, YAYAYAYAY!!! U can't believe how much I hate that teacher of mine. Everytime someone doesn't listen, he sabos them. And when that someone dunno how to answer his questions, he sneers at him/her. See how horrible he is!!! Maybe he's just trying to smile and encourage that person, but I swear that he was sneering!

Gaahhh...I still dun feel like talking about yesterday's training, especially when I remember that I have a nasty leg cramp. Not that it hurts that much, but it stops me from running all over the place. It shouldn't hurt, especially when I fall down that often. Anyways, hurting myself isn't all bad, it gets me awake (I'm emo?).
Wow, the clouds in the distance are beautiful. They are a shade of violet with tints of rosy-pink (not that I like the pink part). Ok, it's so random, I dun even know why I'm writing this! I guess I just dun feel like doing 小练笔，作文，阅读作业 and study for 听写. Seriously, I'm damn tired from Malay Conversational Programme! I also have to arrange my Chinese file or I'm seriously dead!
This is the worse week ever!!! Homework's piling up and I haven't done my Poetry PT! I wasn't going to chiong it too!!! I really want to complete a PT without chionging days before due date! I wanted to finish it weeks before!!! Truth is, I haven't actually touched the poem after it was approved, haha...

It's all over, isn't it? We aren't going to be together with them anymore, are we? Painful, it may seem, but that is LIFE. Ok, enough of these crappy stuff.
ORD dinner. IT SUCKED!!! I bet this was the first time in my life I actually ate less than Shan Shan. It was painful. I didn't want to eat so much because I'd rather die than let my platoonmates go hungry. I sat and stared. When the sushi came, I drooled for the first time in my life. After that, I resorted to staring at my Mango Tea bottle (the mango pic). Swapna, Yixuan and I were imagining mango pudding, mango ice-cream, mango milkshake...everything related to mango. We were so bored that Louise, Yunshan, Mengxue and I "yang tinggi"-ed our bottles.
The NCOs's present were amazing! They are...creative, yes, that's the right word. I hated our present-giving. I was made to give the bouquet and I looked like I was proposing. GRAHHH!!!! BLAHHH!!!! GRRRR!!!! Ok, I shall stop making funny noises.
Anyways, I gotta teach Zann how to pronouce her name properly. She pronouces it as "Zann Cheng Shi Ying" when it's supposed to be "Zann Cheng Shi Yu". GAHHH!!! Now that's a heart attack.
I dun wanna talk about training today. I just wanna say that our NCOs would probably have gotten a heart attack if they saw us. IT SUCKED LIKE BLOODY HELL!!!

I truly believed, always, that "if you truly love or treasure someone, you give part of your heart to them". We gave our NCOs pieces of our hearts, that is, our love. Now that they are leaving, it somehow feels like those parts of our hearts are gone. We feel hollow, numb, a pain that refuses to go away. The holes left behind, some will heal, some will not. Even if it heals, scars would be left there, reminding us of the love we once gave our NCOs. This pain, it is strange, it refuses to leave and yet when it heals completely, it feels as if the pain was just a nightmare. When this happens, the happiness and joy that you used to feel will just be a dream.
My "devil" and "angel" are talking to me and all I am doing is listening to who ever wins.
Devil: See what I told you? You should not love anyone but yourself, because one day, they will leave you and you will get hurt.
Angel: That is why we love. If you never experience love and pain, you will never learn how to treasure anyone. You will never learn how precious time is, how little time you have (seriously, we only had half a year).
Devil: I would rather not love anyone in my entire life. You can undo the pain, Geyu, forget your NCOs, forget everything.
Angel: No! You treasure your NCOs, don't you? You can't just forget about them like that! Remember what you said about remembering them until the day you die?

I guess the "angel" won, because really, I can't forget and will not forget about our NCOs. I bet they are the best NCOs we'll ever get! They are the ones who changed us from confused, "know nothing" people to part of a huge company. Personally, I have learnt that being in a famous CCA doesn't mean you will enjoy yourself. Table tennis was famous in our school, but I have never enjoyed myself. Friends were not friends, they were traitors. Seniors were not good seniors, they were bullies. However, my platoonmates are my bestest friends and I love our NCOs to the max. They made you feel like they really cared.
*yawns* It's almost midnight. I shall continue tomorrow. Dear platoonmates, there is nothing wrong with me by the way, so do not consider sending me to the mental hospital on Monday. I am still myself (I have split personality), my emo, sadistic self. HAHA (now this is my cheerful and somewhat foolish self)!!!

OMGOSH, tat was the best outing in my life! It turned out way better than I had expected it to be (maybe due to the ineffectiveness of out pltn)! I had initially planned for us to prepare the food BEFORE the NCOs came but we EPICLY FAILED!!! It got screwed like BLOODY HELL!!! Can you imagine it? The NCOs were about 20 min late!!!
At first, they went to play while we messed around with the food. We dint make any progress and went to find the NCOs for help. It turned out better than it would have been if we left them alone! It was really fun, BBQing with the NCOs and all, joking around like friends. We were completely relaxed. I was wearing this freaking "glow-in-the-dark" shirt and it was hilarious. It was dark except for the parts litted up by street lamps. I went near to the sea and walked towards the NCOs and pltnmates. I dint know how it looked, but I bet it was cool, IT GLOWED LIME GREEN!!!
Msg Shi Ying was burning a stick and a marshmallow. The poor marshmallow was jet-black after she was done with it. To my surprise, she actually stuffed the whole thing into her mouth! Yi Xuan was damn funny. She picked up a piece of meat and stuffed it into her mouth before realising that it was raw!!! HAHAs!!! I was hungry and grabbed a chicken wing and ate it. It was burnt and kind of crunchy. We were having so much fun feeding one another! I so wish we could repeat everything again!
Haha and I told NCOs to guess my sister's name. 1sg Zann started with all kinds of names, stupid ones too, NO OFFENCE! I gave a hint and said, "It starts with 'z'." After that, I hid behind Swapna. She was muttering, "Is it my name?" Then she told herself no and continued with retarded names. Louise had to say the it ends with a double 'n' before she finally accepted that my sister indeed had the same name as her. I was blushing and said, "It wasn't my fault of course, she is already 3." We loved it when we told Ssg Xiao Wei that she was a Pichu. She was like 'WHAT???'. HAHAs!!!
Anyways, I shall go sleep now, quite tired. I spent $158.90 today so you guys have to return me $15.90 each (Xin Yu, Claudene and Judith dun have to pay).